Random Talk

What was supposed to be a talk about the eerie things that happen in this dormitory (in room 13 in particular) plus the other spooky happenings around the university turned out to be a talk about bd life before the present second years, the initiation, ritche's "kagagahan", ang pagka-irita ni mike sa mga pagtatagalog, first year life, even nipples and man-breasts (i don't know kung bakit napunta yung conversation jan, pero dahil nga "everything under the sun" nga, so here goes)...

it's nice recalling back the memories... sometimes it's the only one that you can still hold one to a person, even though how many years have passed without you having a decent conversation or a very good chat.... although it makes you realize how old you have been and how "wizened" you have become because of several year's worth of bloopers, funny moments and moral lessons, still it's nice to go back to those times where you felt happy, sad or angry to a person or to persons that have mattered to you in a certain speck of your lifetime...

i treasure memories a lot... i may not have much but I am very thankful that I have been blessed with a brain that can store long term events... Even though I am one of the most forgetful persons on the planet (well, I do forget my ballpens, my things and stuffs like meetings...) still I am thankful that I can still recall those times of laughter...

Sometimes recalling those memories bring pain, for if you put yourself in the real scenario you know that there is no way of reliving those even though how bad you might want to experience it again... You may want to be with persons that have been lost along the way... because they mattered to you and in the certain events where you felt important, harassed or blessed...

Still, it's better to move on.. and form fond memories with new persons... for life is full of people that you can meet and befriend, or whom you can hate and despise... I realized that when the Charotz people ceased to communicate..

If I could just have the chance in the whole world I would love to go back to that jelly bean pool, staring at the sky like I have all the happiness and devoid of all the problems... But yes, I am now here in this time, typing this blog, lamenting my sorrow over the internet and dreaming that day, that day on the pool with the violet sky and the cool March air, will happen again....


Yes I am in college and I am now in my final 3 months of being a student Somehow in my four years of being here I have formed a lot of good, bad and ugly moments with persons that used to be strangers... the prospect of leaving the university may be exciting, but eventually it will be sad in the future... for relieving those memories again after a year or more might bring pain again, and again that dream of the rooms, the sala and the beach will return and will remind me of the good times that can't be experienced again..

MORAL LESSON:
"Live every day as if it's your last... and never regret...