Sunday, February 1, 2009

TEN things you wish you could say to people in your life.
1. ATING!! Atun thesis! hahahaha
2. Ampi people...i had funsa taklong
3. Libz and JM! Dal-on ta ang bilog nga BD sa Taklong...plleeeaassee
4. Jerry Kent...ewan...hahaha...had fun sa taklong..hope you had too..
5. Tessa...when ka mapuli?? madayon ta sa Cebu
6. Ate Marga...soory if wala ko kareply lately...soorri gid..
7. Noel.... don't worry.... your roommates are here always...
8. Miki... wish u'r there in Taklong... and thanks
9. Batchmates.... lapit na laaang!
10. Mike... don't worry..i'm ok...



NINE things about yourself.
1. Lately I want to be alone
2. Procrastination is my disease
3. Eating is my "sweet temptation"
4. Getting slim is both a motivation and an endless frustration
5. I am prone in imitating popular expressions
6. I choose my battles... i know when to give up
7. Sleeping is a luxury for me....
8. I love Taklong.... I went there recently and I was like...WOW
9. Even though I'm not that good-looking..i'm narcissistic...

EIGHT ways to win your heart.
1. Play SimCity4 or Scrabble with me
2. Talk about geography and fiction with me, before we talk about other else
3. Be nice to my friends
4. Sleep in my room without any book or laptop... just you and your pillow (and of course your clothes...)
5. Spend the wee hours of the morning with me, sipping coffee together
6. Lie on my shoulder when you're tired...
7. Make me smile...
8. Just...be there...

SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot.
1. THESIS..THESIS..THESIS..and a lot of mind conditioning
2. That personality development workshop
3. CAS Week....ugh, work
4. Noel because I know he needs a roommate...
5. The prospect of going to Cebu after grad...
6. How to make money....I"M BROKE!
7. Friends...=)


SIX people (groups of people in this case) who mean the world to you.
1. My family of course...
2. Roommates Noel and Duane
3. Bestfriend Gatz
4. Charotz.... (my beloved manens Tessa, Peter, Ferrie, Edgar, Jared, Melay [imissyou!])
5. Econ batchmates.... and thanks a lot..
6. Certain people who doesn't know that they matter to me...

FIVE things you do before you fall asleep.
1. Take a bath and brush my teeth
2. Select a good sleep song
3. Fix things for school
4. Say my prayers...
5. Think of any random thought....

FOUR things you’re wearing right now.
1. Shorts
2. quiz bee shirt
3. briefs
4. my souls' gown..cheka laang!

THREE songs that you listen to over and over again.
1. Look after you- The Fray
2. Tattooed on my Mind- D' Sound
3. Fiendship OST...the Thai song na hanggang nagyon e hindi ko pa rin alam ung translation

TWO things you want to do before you die.
1. Build a nice house
2. experience being loved...

ONE confession.
1. Oh, dunno.... i've got nothing to hide or publish in this case...

Monday, January 19, 2009

Honest day

Everyone's getting honest today....

Somehow.... I appreciate it...

I noticed that this day the words flow freely out of my mouth....

Anyway, gotta be ready for Cebu...

To everyone, if this is the last blog that i will type (in case i'll die en route), I just wanna tell everyone, as in everyone, how much I love you guys!

To Libbey: if you arrive to the point where there's no more way but to give up...just give up and try not to look back...

To Ella, Sweet and Sarah: Nice talking to you guys... next time we'll be discussing a new worthwhile topic

To Lolo Alden...ang survey koooo! pati a..^_^

To the Choristers tenors.... it's my first time to feel proud of your practice...carry on.. Chan.. i don't really say this often but thanks for your dedication... i really appreciate it....

To Jennifer dear... It's obvious..hahaha... just don't fall to hard.... that guy has a lethal gift...

To Jerry... If in case you get jealous while i tell you the "juiciest details"...then, pity!

To Mike... hi... If you have a problem with me...better leave it in your locker.... give me a break in Cebu...try, at least try, to make me feel better when we are there...

To me... don't lose your phone or you'll lose your head and make you wish you've missed the ship... take care and resist the urge to spend for a P300+ perfume...



GO CEBU!

^_^

Friday, January 16, 2009

tinamad na naman akong gawin ang aking thesis for the nth time...

yeah...although natapos ko na iencode ang 3 respondents, emailed one dahil kulang ung response nya, at inedit ko ung coding manual...wala, hindi ko na naman tinapos ung thesis ko..bwisit na inang yan...hahahaha

anyway, at least nakastart na ako....bwisit talaga...

hahahaha

My first job application

RESEARCH ANALYST Post Date: 16 Jan 09

Research Analyst- Institutional Shareholder Services, Inc. (ISS)

Requirements:

-Candidates must possess a Bachelor’s degree in Economics, Finance, Business, Political Science, Community Development, Social Sciences or any related courses.
- 20-25 years old
-Fresh graduates are encouraged to apply. However, experience in research is an advantage.
-Must have excellent oral and written communication skills, analytical with strong attention to details, has keen sense of judgment and goal-oriented.
-Must be a self-starter and is internally-motivated, adaptive, tenacious, resilient and resourceful.
-Proficient in the use of web-based and Microsoft Office applications.
-Can work individually and within a group.
-Willing to start right away.

Interested applicants may send their resume at:
hr-manila@issproxy.com







-----o ano?? papasa kaya??

**keeping my fingers crossed...=p

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Cold air..

Cold air..cold coffee..cold food....still a cold treatment from someone... hay.. everything's cold this month...

A flying banshee just passed our dorm, carrying with it her howl and her cold grip.. striking shiver and shock to everyone who's unfortunate enough to be on her way... Yes it's eerie yet yes, this is what just happened in the bd lobby, 1:00 in the morning..brrr

Cold... that's the word that perfectly fits my friend right now... I am still thankful though, that sometimes he acknowledges that I exist.... sometimes is actually an understatement... for now, it's becoming a rarity... in a blue moon, as they say...

He used to matter to me a lot
..... I thought he would appreciate those things that I believe I did to him whole-heartedly.... Before, I was happy thinking that he would appreciate those, even the worries... I thought that being loyal to someone is enough to preserve a relationship... yet he was one of the people that made me realize that those things exist in never-gonna-happen land... for in reality this world is full of pretenders like him... those who would rather mask their feelings with an air of aloofness and pride...rather than see someone below them in a different light... and appreciate it...

I am becoming one of them.... I know it's not me... But I cannot afford to lose anymore... I have lost enough... Wars are won by fighting..and conceding.. at the right time...

Duane was right... he feels that he's soooo important that an he won't let an ounce of pride to spill out of his self- centered jar... It's just so sad that my fears became true... my fears that spawned last summer when were still in "warm" terms to each other...

I like to blame myself.... "Another one again"... Sometimes, I like to consider myself as someone whose insensitive... It saddens me that I can't even engage in a good argument with him because of my passivity... those disappointments, although not said directly, i feel it and it hits me straight... I want to prolong those coversations to make him see at least that I make an effort... Yet I chose not to because he would dismiss me as someone who's stupid and make us worse off than before... Is it my fault then? Do i deserve to be treated this way?

I would have wished a little, just a little appreciation from him...pero wala...

I was hurt when he did not greet me on my birthday and pretended as if I did not exist... Yes, I am that trash to him now...

And I am still hurting on the fact that he's treating me as someone who's existence is obnoxious enough to pollute his world... I can feel it... and I don't like it... He would have made it easier, he should've punched me... or shouted at me.... still I would know the reason...

Pero wala e... Just like before... so maybe, he's disposable.....


....brrr

Monday, January 12, 2009

Random Talk

What was supposed to be a talk about the eerie things that happen in this dormitory (in room 13 in particular) plus the other spooky happenings around the university turned out to be a talk about bd life before the present second years, the initiation, ritche's "kagagahan", ang pagka-irita ni mike sa mga pagtatagalog, first year life, even nipples and man-breasts (i don't know kung bakit napunta yung conversation jan, pero dahil nga "everything under the sun" nga, so here goes)...

it's nice recalling back the memories... sometimes it's the only one that you can still hold one to a person, even though how many years have passed without you having a decent conversation or a very good chat.... although it makes you realize how old you have been and how "wizened" you have become because of several year's worth of bloopers, funny moments and moral lessons, still it's nice to go back to those times where you felt happy, sad or angry to a person or to persons that have mattered to you in a certain speck of your lifetime...

i treasure memories a lot... i may not have much but I am very thankful that I have been blessed with a brain that can store long term events... Even though I am one of the most forgetful persons on the planet (well, I do forget my ballpens, my things and stuffs like meetings...) still I am thankful that I can still recall those times of laughter...

Sometimes recalling those memories bring pain, for if you put yourself in the real scenario you know that there is no way of reliving those even though how bad you might want to experience it again... You may want to be with persons that have been lost along the way... because they mattered to you and in the certain events where you felt important, harassed or blessed...

Still, it's better to move on.. and form fond memories with new persons... for life is full of people that you can meet and befriend, or whom you can hate and despise... I realized that when the Charotz people ceased to communicate..

If I could just have the chance in the whole world I would love to go back to that jelly bean pool, staring at the sky like I have all the happiness and devoid of all the problems... But yes, I am now here in this time, typing this blog, lamenting my sorrow over the internet and dreaming that day, that day on the pool with the violet sky and the cool March air, will happen again....


Yes I am in college and I am now in my final 3 months of being a student
Somehow in my four years of being here I have formed a lot of good, bad and ugly moments with persons that used to be strangers... the prospect of leaving the university may be exciting, but eventually it will be sad in the future... for relieving those memories again after a year or more might bring pain again, and again that dream of the rooms, the sala and the beach will return and will remind me of the good times that can't be experienced again..

MORAL LESSON:
"Live every day as if it's your last... and never regret...

Saturday, January 10, 2009

LSS...


Ja dai jur eek mai [OST.Friendship] - Boy

Can't get this song out of my system.... kaya nga LSS ako nagyon...wehehe

I haven't found the English translation of this song... pero I'm sure it would be as meaningful as Love of Siam's "Gun Lae Gun"...

Friendship

This is one of the best movies I've watched... to be honest this is way better than Pinoy romance movies...sorry for Pinoy romance movies fanatics...

It's entitled "Friendship"... a Thai movie shown in cinemas last 2008...




I liked the movie because of its content... and its closeness to reality.. i mean, the story can be a story of any group of friends... high school friends in particular... who, with their adolescent minds and bodies, try to explore the world and discover the wonderful world of vices, practicla jokes and of course, first loves..=)